The other boys in my life!

I'm sitting here at my desk tonight and 3 pictures of three wonderful little boys look back at me. Their names? Jarren, Ethan and Brandon. I haven't met these boys and know that I may never have that opportunity. However as I look at these pictures I can't help but feel a love for them. You see these are Tim's sons. (Jonathan even looks at the pictures and says "these are my big brothers). I have heard stories about what they were like when they were younger. How Jarren likes video games and reading. Stories of the mischief that Ethan would cause. I see the love Tim has for those boys and the regret that he feels. He knows the choices he made has made it so his boys don't know him and may not want to know him...ever. As a mother I can't begin to imagine how that would feel even when I try. I wish that one day these precious boys can see the man Tim has become, the kind of man they needed him to be. He knows that is where he is now but fears that they will never see it and if they do, they won't believe it. I love all the men/boys in my life, the ones with me and the ones that are not. I wish so much for their happiness and safety. All of them

I don't have much of a point just rambling. Their pictures just caught my eye and I wrote. Love you all!!!